Chapter One
“A drowsy, dreamy influence seems to hang over the land, and to
pervade the very atmosphere…” — Washington Irving, “The
Legend of Sleepy Hollow”
Follow me, please. The woman’s smoky silhouette hovers over
me again.
Leave me alone. I cover my eyes, though I can still see her
swirling shape through my fingers.
She floats closer, wringing her misty hands. You mustn’t ignore
me, Micaela. You must come with me.
Stop, I won’t go with you! I hate that I can never see her
face clearly. Why won’t she leave me alone? Wake up!
A long screech rips me from the hazy dream. My eyes fly open, and
my hands grip the first thing ahead of me for balance. Seats. Plastic. Brakes
hiss to a stop. A drunk old man asleep in a window seat opposite mine stirs.
Where am I? The Metro-North train…that’s right. We’ve pulled into Tarrytown
station. 11:28 p.m. I almost slept through my stop.
Hurrying, I stand to gather my bags, try to shake off the haunting
image of the faceless woman. But her voice rings through my brain fog one last
time…need to face the inevitable…
She got that right.
As difficult as this is for me, I have to do it. For my mom. And my
sanity.
The train doors slide open, and I stumble through them onto the
platform. The sweet smell of the river mingled with cold, fresh air hits me.
I’m transported six years back, waiting for my southbound train to the city,
for my plane out of this forsaken place to go live with Dad in Miami. Don’t
think about it, I remind myself. Just do what you came to do, then get
back home.
The valley hasn’t changed much in six years. The station is still
the same old cabin from when I was twelve. Boxy, old houses still sit across
the street, and behind me, power lines still ruin the view of the Hudson’s
palisades.
Lumbering into the station with all my stuff, I see the building is
empty except for a woman using the ticket machine, in a hurry so she won’t miss
the train. Her little girl has a teddy bear in the crook of one arm and a
jacket in the other, all while trying to play a video game on her handheld.
“Let’s go, baby.” The mother tugs her child by the elbow clutching the teddy
bear. The bear drops to the ground without the girl noticing, and the two move
on.
I reach down to grab it, my bags slipping off my shoulders and
hitting the ground. “Ma’am.” I run over and hand the mother the little girl’s
bear.
“Oh, thank you so much! She would’ve freaked.” The mom smiles at
me.
The little girl takes her bear, gives me a shy glance with big
brown eyes, and together, they hurry across the platform, jumping onto the
train just in time.
The doors slide closed. The train slips into the night.
She almost left her bear.
The very memory I told myself to avoid at all costs comes barreling
in—my last day here six years ago. The station’s honey wood paneling, the lines
on my mother’s face, how she looked so worn. She’d held a tissue to her stiff
lips.
Then the worst part—I’d pushed Sofia, the doll she’d made me when I
was little, into her hands. “Take care of her for me,” I’d said, though I knew
she wouldn’t. Just like she hadn’t taken care of me.
Her gaze had gripped me, hazel eyes welling up, burning through
pain. “Selfish, like your father,” she’d said. “Go. You two deserve each
other.” Then she’d turned and left.
I remember standing there shaking, not knowing what to do, what to
think, whether I was making a mistake by leaving. But I needed to go. I needed
a parent. Sorrow crushing me, I stepped onto the train, and when I reached my
father’s arms three thousand miles later, I cried for days.
Yet, despite it all, I’m here. Because she asked me to come.
Because I want to make things right with her.
Because I need closure before I can move on with my life.
I wipe my eyes with my sleeve and head outside to find Abraham
Derant, my best friend from Sleepy Hollow Past. He’ll probably be the only
person happy to see me back. We reconnected online recently, where I had the
chance to browse through his selfies and discover that everyone now calls him
“Bram,” which makes me laugh, because he always hated his name. But it suits
him, too. He’s changed a lot since we were twelve—now he’s big and brawny and
athletic—a fact that knots my stomach. I can’t start anything romantic with
him, though. One, he’ll always be just Abraham—the boy who grew up with
me at Sunnyside, the historic home in town where both our moms worked. He did
always try too hard, joke too much…plus he didn’t bathe every day. So, yeah.
And two, I won’t be staying long anyway.
Get in, get out, go home.
All around me, trees rustle in the feisty October breeze. I close
my eyes and take in the sounds, breathing deeply. When I reopen them, I spot
headlights coming down the hill, then a car turns out of my view and heads into
the adjacent parking lot. Nerves flutter in my stomach. In a minute, Abraham—Bram—will
be live in front of me again after all these years.
Around the corner of the station, a car door slams shut, and heavy
boots step onto the wooden walkway leading to the building. I get my
friendliest smile ready. “Hey, you.”
The sound stops. No one appears. But I heard someone. I know I did.
“Hello?”
With my bags, I trudge to the other side of the station where the
parking lot is. There’s an old blue Eclipse, ticking as its engine cools off in
the chilly night, but no Bram. Maybe I should’ve asked what car he’d be
driving. I call him, but it goes straight to voicemail—Greetings, I’m being
held captive by an army of Amazons. Don’t try to find me. Beep…
“Hey. I’m at the station. Call me.” I hang up, about to text him,
when another text comes in from Nina, my dad’s assistant, telling me the
townhouse key won’t be available until tomorrow, so I should check into a Days
Inn instead.
“Ugh.” Hell no. I’ll ask Bram if I can stay with him before
I stay in some cheap motel by myself.
I’m a few letters into my reply when I hear it— “Lela.” A whisper.
Nobody calls me that anymore. Only Mami—my mom. Sometimes Bram did,
a long time ago. To everyone else, I’ve always been Micaela or Mica. The chill
in the air deepens. I pocket my phone and hug my bags tightly to fight off the
cold. Suddenly, I hear something even weirder than the whisper—the clop of a
horse’s hoof.
But why would… I smirk. Sleepy Hollow, boots, horseman.
Okay, I get it.
“Cut it out, I know it’s you,” I tell the emptiness. It’s a small
town. In small towns, people make up their own entertainment. And Bram Derant
has always been king of entertainment around here. “Where are you?”
I head to the shadowy recesses behind the station, bracing for his
surprise attack, but I don’t see him. Then, in on the breeze comes mumbling
near my ear. I can’t understand what it’s saying. I swallow softly. The voices
are back, torturing me again. Jesus, I’ve been here less than five minutes, and
already, this town is haunting me.
“Bram?” I call out, even though I know it wasn’t him.
Nothing. Just wind, crickets, and tinkling chimes from somewhere
nearby.
“Fine, I’m leaving, then.” I spin and hurry across the road toward
Route 9. I still know my way around and will walk to Bram’s apartment if I have
to, I don’t care. I think I hear soft footsteps behind me, but when I
glance over my shoulder at the army of shadows I’m leaving behind, there’s no
one.
Faster up the hill, away from the riverbank, I walk in the middle
of the street. Visibility is higher here, away from stalkers in bushes and
other hiding places. Wow. I’m really thinking like the city girl I’ve become.
No one ever gets attacked in Sleepy Hollow in real life.
The smell of lavender, my mother’s favorite, fills my senses. I
stop in my tracks. Mami? My ears strain to hear. On the street, a
crumpled gum wrapper rocks in the wind. Moths dance beneath the dim street
lamp, and assorted pumpkins sit on front porches like families gathered in the
dark, telling ghost stories.
“Come out already!” I cry aloud.
In the distance, a dog howls a sad reply.
Then, from a side street, a low voice emerges. “Micaela Burgos, as
bossy as ever.”
Even in the dark, I make out his wide smile, as mischievous as the
day he sat in the corner of Ms. Sanstet’s Pre-K class for putting sand in my
shoes. His hair has darkened since I last saw him, short on the sides, long on
top. “God, you scared me.” My hand presses against my chest. Because he
startled me, or because I’m seeing him again after six years? Not sure.
“Sorry. But finally, you’re here!” He pumps his fist in the air and
emerges from the shadows into the cone of light cast from a nearby lamppost.
I’m hit with the full picture I can’t quite get from his pics online. Wearing
jeans and a black sweater, keys in hand, Bram makes his way down the street. He’s
super gorgeous with wide shoulders, over six feet tall, and sigh, this
will be tough.
“Thank you, thank you. My flight got in late, then I had to wait to
take the next train, and…”
His dark brown eyes soak me in underneath heavy brows. He shakes
his head.
“What? Why are you looking at me like that?” I ask.
“Nothing, you just…” He blinks a few times. That rascal smile.
I cock my head. “I just what?”
“You don’t look twelve anymore.” He laughs, letting out a low
whistle. “Holy shit, Mica. You are one fine woman.”
I grin in spite of myself. Apparently, someone learned to flirt
while I was away. “Uh, thanks.”
“You’re so welcome. And what’s this?” He gestures to my clothes and
purse. His eyes land on the tag hanging from it. “MK? Code for Micaela?”
“Wow, really?” I shake my head. “Michael Kors?”
“Forgive me, Miss Burgos. I keep forgetting you’re a Miami
girl now.” He glances down at his clothes. “And me in my Gap jeans and
ten-dollar sweater.”
“Stop, you look fine.” Way more than fine. Hot. Pick-me-up-and-carry-me-straight-into-hell
hot. But no. God, no. I can’t tell him that. I shouldn’t even think
that. He’s good ol’ Abraham from back in the day, nothing more, nothing less.
“You look…uh…great!” I say instead. “Just like your thousands of selfies.”
“Oh? I post too many, do I?” He clucks his tongue and makes silly
duck lips. “As if you don’t post pics every day from your gleaming white
mansion.”
Is that all I’m going to be while I’m here? The
holes-in-her-Payless-shoes-turned-rich-girl? “Not a mansion. Just a house.”
“It’s nicer than where I live.” He raises an eyebrow, the
funny-faced kid I remember poking through.
Ugh, I should’ve left the bag at home. Then again, it
feels strangely satisfying being able to show that we’ve come such a long way.
“Anyway…” I try not to feel his resentful jab. “Come help me with these bags
already.”
His eyes chastise me.
“Please?”
“Hmm, I was waiting for the magic word.” Bram grabs my bags out of
my tired hands, but instead of carrying them off to his car, he places them at
his feet. Suddenly, his arms are enveloping me, my cheek against his broad
chest. Bone-crushing, heartbeat-skipping, a nice…really nice hug. And hey, how
about that? He bathes now.
God, he smells good. Like the woods by my old house after an autumn
storm.
Still, it takes me a moment to melt into him. I’ve pushed this
corner of the world out of my mind for so long, tried forgetting the pain, that
I almost can’t give in. But some things are worth remembering. I allow my arms
to wrap around him and lean into his solid body.
“There you go,” he whispers. Do not cry, I tell myself.
Do not. “Sorry, Mica.”
“No, don’t. I don’t want to talk about it.”
“Okay.” His clean scent is laced with underlying familiarity.
Another memory—us at Kingsland Point Park, by the lighthouse, the day I left.
He’d told me he loved me, a pretty bold move for a twelve-year-old. It shocked
me at the time. I’d pushed him away gently, not ready to feel that way, but
now…
I pull back, reeling, pressing my sleeve against my eyes. “Were you
the one sneaking around back there, scaring the crap out of me?”
“Me? I sneak not.” He lifts my bags again and hoists them onto his
new muscle-man shoulders.
“Over there?” I point toward the station. “You weren’t going, Lellaaaa?”
“Nope, I just got here. They close the pickup/drop-off area after
eleven, so I parked over there.” He points down a street. “Voices still
torturing you, Mica?”
He always loved teasing me about my peculiar “talent.” I guess he
still doesn’t believe I can hear them, whoever they belong to. “You’re in a
blue Eclipse?”
“Black Accord. Mom’s old car. Everything okay?”
Black Accord? But then…who was walking around? I could’ve sworn… I
rub my eyes and suck in a deep breath. After the sleepless nights I’ve had over
the last month, it’s not hard to believe I might’ve imagined it all. “Fine. I’m
just exhausted. Hey, is it okay if I stay with you tonight? Change of plans. My
townhouse key isn’t ready for pickup.”
“Of course, Princess, you know you can. You’ll get to see our
amazing palace. Let’s get thee off to bed! Your chariot awaits.” He struts off
toward his car.
Princess. I say nothing about his new nickname for me, but
he knows he’s hit a nerve.
He cocks an eyebrow back at me. “It was just a joke, Mica. I know
you can take the girl out of Sleepy Hollow but not Sleepy Hollow out of the
girl. Face it. This town is, and always will be, your home.” He pops the trunk
and tosses my heavy bags inside like they’re filled with nothing but feathers.
Then he rounds the car to open the passenger door for me. Before I have the
chance to sit down, he kisses my cheek. “So welcome home.”
I give him a half smile then stare out at the quiet, sleeping town.
Home. I don’t have the heart to tell him I stopped thinking of this
place as home a long time ago. But if anyone can make me think of Sleepy Hollow
that way again, it’d be Bram.
Especially now that Mami is dead.
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